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tonight’s been one of those nights where I pathetically sit on the sofa crying & watching endless episodes of one tree hill. today’s just been one of those days where I went through the motions total robot mode until now; when my thoughts flood my soul. when I want a do-over to make my life different, better. I wish everything was different & better. but I sit here with my misery, not able to change a single thing. I do try though, but I continuously get ignored & blown off. I’m tired & don’t know what to do anymore or where to go from here. but that’s life I suppose, endless unanswered questions & constant wondering.